I have been wrestling for some time with this topic. I’ve been told that when we, as believers take it upon ourselves to obey some commandment in the Scriptures that it needs to be done out of a sense of conviction from the L-rd. Now this makes sense to me to a certain degree. If I follow a mitzvah without really being led by Hashem to do so, then it can, and often does produce death spiritually.
The place that I struggle is this: my knowledge of a Jewish approach to the Torah is that we obey the mitzvot because in so doing, we are reflecting the very nature of G-d. If that is the case, then shouldn’t I be following the commandments regardless, as an act of faith(fullness), trusting that Hashem will bring life to me as a result of my faithfullness?
On the other hand, is there anything that I can do in my fallen state that will produce life. Based on my training, I would have to say “no” because I am a sinner. However, I am also a new creation, created in Messiah Yeshua to do good works. That being the case, then if I’m obeying the mitzvot, even if my motives are wrong, then won’t Hashem eventually begin to change my heart?
I really don’t have any answers here. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard spot. I want to experience the grace of G-d in all that I do. However, I’m not even sure what grace looks like. There are so many definitions floating around out there, and none of them seem to adequately convey what I’m seeking after.
I suppose that in a sense, this whole conflict boils down to an understanding of what grace is. If the commandments of Hashem are a revelation of his very character and nature (and I believe that they are), then by obeying them, shouldn’t I (or anyone else for that matter) be encountering G-d in His grace? What is it then that prevents me from doing so?
I’m finding that the answer to this question is the condition of my heart. I am discovering that I think that Torah is manageable, and because of that, I cease to see Yeshua in it. The Torah is the schoolmaster that leads us to Yeshua, not only in the sense that it reveals who He is, but it also reveals my need for Him. If I am unwilling to realize that I can’t obey G-d apart from His Spirit working in me, then Torah becomes something that I can do on my own. If it is that, then I’m no longer willing or able to see Messiah in it.
So then, there is still no conclusion to my conflict. I believe that I should be convicted in my heart to obey a particular commandment, yet on the other hand, I believe that to obey is to encounter and reflect the character and nature of G-d. So what is there to do at this point? I really don’t know…
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Aaron,
Below is a study I did on grace a while ago, perhaps it will be of help to you.
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In order to help define principles or word meanings in the Scripture it is often advantageous to look at the first usage of the word or principle involved. The first usage of “grace” in the Scripture is in Genesis 6:8
“But Noah found grace in the eyes of the LORD”
The Hebrew word translated grace is “chen” which literally means charm, beauty or favor. The overwhelming majority of times (more than 40) that the word “chen” is used in the Hebrew Scriptures it is used in conjunction with the phrase; “to find favor (grace) in the eyes of the LORD”. The word translated “found” (above) is “matza” which means to “attain or acquire”.
Putting this together we find that Noah (as well as 40 other examples) “attained or acquired” God’s favor. Based on our modern understanding of grace this is confusing and troubling. How can someone attain or acquire that which is unmerited?
In the original biblical sense, “grace” (chen) encompasses that which is a “favorite”, something or someone that is beautiful (has qualities that give pleasure), charming (i.e. attractive), and is therefore considered favored. “Chen” encompasses qualities that make something or someone attractive in the eyes of the beholder. In human life we know that favorites are very subjective. Favorite meals, favorite colors, favorite books differ from person to person based on what is attractive to them.
When it comes to G’d the qualities that are considered beautiful and charming is His eyes (chen) involve obedience and faithfulness to His will and ways.
In Genesis 6:9 we see just how Noah found (attained) grace (beauty, charm) in the eyes of the LORD
“Noah was a just man and perfect in his generations, and Noah walked with God.”
Though all of mankind’s “thoughts were only evil continuously “, Noah had maintained a level of obedience and faithfulness to G’d despite the wicked generation in which he lived. Because of this Noah had qualities that were pleasing and attractive to G’d, and he found favor (grace/chen) in the eyes of the LORD.
This definition of “grace” is very different than our own modern understanding of unmerited favor, not getting what we deserve or getting what we don’t deserve. The problem may lie in considering the word translated “mercy” in the Hebrew scriptures, “chesed”.
Chesed encompasses the meaning of “mercy, kindness, love, compassion”, i.e. unmerited favor. In the Hebrew scriptures Chesed (mercy) is said to be “shown”. It is never “found” or “attained” as “chen” (grace) is. The Hebrew word that is translated “shown” (as to show mercy) is “asah” which means “to do, accomplish or act”. Therefore chesed is mercy (unmerited favor) that is accomplished by the giver and shown to those in need. Mercy in our English definition encompasses the idea of compassion or the desire to relieve the suffering of others. Mercy also encompasses the idea of sympathy.
So, according to Biblical definition:
Grace (chen) are qualities that are attractive and beautiful to G’d and are attainable (found) by man (through obedience and faithfulness).
Mercy (chesed) is unmerited favor that is shown (accomplished) by G’d out of compassion for man in his suffering and sinful state.
Grace (chen) is “found”. Mercy (chesed) is “shown”.
Surprisingly this Biblical definition is summed up beautifully in Hebrews 4:16
“Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.”
Understanding the literal and original Biblical meanings of the words helps us to consider that our modern understanding of grace is really mercy. In our English meanings we use the two words interchangeably even though they have very distinct meanings in the Hebrew Scriptures
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Based on the Biblical definition of grace, when you do mitzvot and live in obedience to HaShem you certainly do encounter G-d in His grace because you have found “favor in his eyes” through actions and lifestyle which are beautiful attractive and charming to him.
Shalom,
Paula
Comment by graspingmashiach October 27, 2008 @ 6:15 pmPaula,
Thank you for your insights. Based on what you said at the end of your post though, I have to wonder if G-d gives chesed in order for us to find grace in His eyes???
What I mean is this: It sure seems to me that in my own ability, I’m absolutely incapable of doing anything correct, even something like obtaining or finding grace in the eyes of the Holy One, blessed be he. Isn’t He the one that still extends mercy, chesed etc., so that I can find grace?
Shalom,
Comment by Aaron Sperry October 27, 2008 @ 7:38 pmAaron
It would be interesting to know how chesed and chen are translated in the Apostolic Writings.
Is Chesed what is being referred to when Paul says, “For it is by grace that you have been saved through faith…”? Just curious
Comment by Aaron Sperry October 27, 2008 @ 8:04 pmDoes G-d give mercy (chesed) in order for us to find grace? Absolutely. The Torah makes clear that G-d’s choosing of Israel as His people was out of mercy. He did not choose them because they were a large or impressive nation (Deuteronomy 7:7-8) but because of the covenant promises He had made with Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. The sages teach that Israel had reached the 49th degree of depravity while in Egypt. The 50th degree is a term used to describe a state in which redemption or turning back is impossible, a state of irreversible and total abomination.
Through this we see that the rabbis understand that the Exodus from Egypt was an act of G-d’s mercy, it was not something merited by Israel. But, it’s also interesting to note that G-d gave one command for the people to follow before he would bring them out, the command to apply the blood of the paschal lamb to the lintel. G-d would have been perfectly justified to bring them out of Egypt without any participation or obedience on their part. He could have done it merely to fulfill His promises to the Patriarchs.
I think the key is that G-d’s favor is obtained through man’s actions. What we do does affect how G-d responds to us, because it’s a real relationship. G-d in His mercy gave Israel the means to find his favor/grace though they didn’t deserve it. Upon choosing to obey Him Israel experienced or obtained G-d’s favor, His grace.
The idea that a person is totally incapable of pleasing G-d or doing anything right is not a Biblical concept, in my opinion. If we are totally incapable of pleasing G-d then we really don’t have free will, do we? In order to exercise free will we must have the ability to choose between right and wrong, good and evil. This must be a “real” choice, not just a hypothetical choice.
Granted, the evil inclination in us is strong and due to the sin in the Garden, there is an “imbalance” toward following the “flesh” (nephesh), but that doesn’t make us incapable of choosing to obey. Even Paul said in that when the Gentiles by nature do the things that are contained in the Torah, they are a “law unto themselves” (see Romans 2:14-15).
An example of this is found early on in scripture with the account of Cain in Genesis 3:7
“Surely, if you improve yourself, you will be forgiven. But if you do not improve yourself, sin rests at the door. Its desire is toward you, yet you can conquer it” (Stone Chumash)
G-d says here that Cain can conquer the evil inclination, he can choose to obey. Related to the discussion regarding grace vs. mercy, I would conjecture that G-d in His mercy gave Cain this admonition and instruction (do right and be forgiven, conquer the evil inclination). Inevitably Cain did not find grace (favor in G-d’s eyes) because he chose to disobey.
In trying not to be overly lengthy in my responses here I left out a portion of my study on grace that covers chesed and chen as related to the Apostolic Scriptures, as given below.
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It has been proposed by David Bivin (Jerusalem Perspective) that the reason Grace is so prevalent in the Apostolic Writings and much less so in the Tanakh has to do with the completion of the Septuagint. According to Bivin, at the time the Septuagint was being completed the distinctiveness between “chen” (grace) and “chesed”(mercy) had been mostly lost and the two words were being used interchangeably. The translators of the Septuagint tended to us the Greek word “charis” (grace) to render “chesed” (mercy).
The translators of the Apostolic writings follow the same pattern used in the Septuagint. Therefore charis (grace) is used to translate both chen (grace/beauty/charm) and chesed (mercy). Therefore, the AS seems to contain more “grace” than the Tanakh. According to Bivin, most of the uses of the word “grace” in our English translations encompass the idea of “chesed” (mercy, unmerited favor) and not “chen” (grace, in its original definition).
This confusion is quickly seen in the first usage of “grace” in the Apostolic Scriptures (Luke 2:40)
And the child grew and became strong; he was filled with wisdom, and the grace of God was upon him.
The above verse is speaking of Yeshua and describes him as having the grace of G’d upon him. Now, if grace is unmerited favor, or not getting what one deserves or getting what one doesn’t deserve, we have a problem here. If it was necessary for Yeshua to have the unmerited favor of G’d upon him, that assumes in some way that Yeshua could not merit G’d’s favor on his own.
Yeshua did not need require G’d’s unmerited favor (mercy) because his perfect/sinless totally obedient life merited the full acceptance and favor of G’d.
In this first usage of grace in the AS we see the sense of “chen” (beauty/charm/favor) being used. The favor (chen/grace)of G’d was upon Yeshua. Why? Because he was filled with wisdom, fully following the ways and will of G’d as he grew and matured.
This is just one example to show that as English readers when we come upon the word “grace” in the AS, we have to be careful to consider the context, because “grace” can translate “chen” (to find G’d’s favor) or “chesed” (unmerited mercy) based on the usage. I’m definitely no expert in figuring this all out, but from the little bit of study that I have done on this it would seem that:
“G’d’s grace”, “received grace”, “given grace” and “grace and peace to you” – all encompass the sense of “chesed” or unmerited favor because it is given and/or received “from G’d and Yeshua”.
“The grace of the Lord Jesus”—encompasses the sense of “chen” or the full favor of G’d (complete attractiveness/beauty in G’d’s eyes) that Yeshua attained through his perfectly sinless and obedient life.
“Grace be with you/with your spirit” – seems to encompass “chen” in that the writer is desiring that the qualities that are attractive to G’d be with (or among) his people and is a phrase often used in conjunction with Yeshua and/or faithfulness in the walk.
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Again, this is all just food for thought, as I work through these issues myself as well.
Comment by graspingmashiach October 28, 2008 @ 7:50 amOops! The above stated reference regarding Cain should be Genesis 4:7 (not 3:7).
Comment by graspingmashiach October 28, 2008 @ 7:54 amI think the difference between Chen, and chesed becomes easily observed when we as parents deal with our own children, which i think is a picture of how God relates to us.
I have one child who is quite willing to obey, though i have to nudge her along too at times, as opposed to my other daughter, who fights everything i say right off the bat.
Which do you think has obtained my chen? While i give chesed to both, I know that one has obtained my chen, and the other more often obtains my wrath, and it is so much easier to give your chesed to one who is quick to repent.
I realize here as a parent that in the difficulties i have with my older daughter, that i try to give more chesed in order to bring about a more willing character for her to be able to obtain my chen.
Therefore i believe, the machinations of chen and chesed are quite circular, and i can see how it easily is confused. But i ask, why would anyone stay out of that circle?
I think often God gives us chesed first, so that we may come to seek Him. And from that moment on i think it’s a give and take type of deal.
If chen is to be obtained, then we try to please, and where we err, chessed comes in.
I hope that helps your search for understanding a little more.
I think i understood this more on an instinctive level, until Paula’s reply helped to put things in words.
You have no idea how often i got into trouble discussing this topic with other believers.
I was accused of not knowing grace (chen), because i believed it was obtained.
No wonder that they saw it that way, when chen(Grace) and chesed(mercy) are considered synonymous.
Thank you for your study Paula.
BTW, Paula, may i ask you how the sages determined that Israel had reached the 49th degree of depravity? Do the sages have some sort of “scale” to determine that? I guess i’m curious, because if some sort of guideline exists to determine that, then it may be useful for us to determine where one may stand on a personal level?
And what’s the 50th degree, what is that cut off?
Thanks,
Comment by Tanja January 16, 2009 @ 8:54 amTanja
Aaron,
great study here!! Look at this passage in 1 Peter 2:19,20. The words translated “thankworthy” and “acceptable” are the same word translated “grace” throughout most of the NT.
For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully. 20 For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? but if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God.
A 1 word definition of grace is POWER! Try that one on for size! Keep up the good work!
I love you!
DAD
Comment by Bill Sperry February 15, 2009 @ 7:12 am